I got all these words and yet nothing to say. So much I CAN say but….the should of that could is incongruent with my cause. Save a life, lose a friend. Lose a life, lose a friend. I thought the coin in the toss was supposed to have different sides. But the game was rigged and twice tails means I come last any way you throw it. I would say I’d give my life for you but my life is not mine to give. I love you but I want you like a drug and I pledged to be drug free after my last stint in rehab. I saw it coming, knew it was on the horizon, but you never know when the line has been reached cuz it always seems so far in the distance.
So while withdrawal will be hell. I’ll pay that price knowing I got my money’s worth. Thanks for everything…but….No thank you.
